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I don’t need you to fix situations or relations. I don’t need you to intervene in my life or make things change. All I ask is for a heart that has been healed. I ask to be content. Satisfied. In love. Joyful. It doesn’t matter what you tell me to do, where you tell me to go….I’ll do it. Whatever you ask, it will be done. I will surrender it all. But all situations without joy feel lifeless, no matter how blessed I am. Give me joy…take away everything. But at least leave me with joy. I want purpose and this love at all costs. I will pursue it and I ask that you lead me to it. I am empty without you, empty without the feeling of full life you pour into me.